When I’m not working I’m resting
On my days off that is all I can do
I know I have pushed myself
I am too tired, in too much pain
To do anything at all except rest
I have no choice but to give in
And I’m mostly okay with that
I accept it as much as it is
That work is my achievement
And I am lucky to have a job I love
I hate that I have to rest
I hate that I have to prioritise
But to stay in this job
It is something that I cannot avoid
It works for me for now
I know one day things may have to change
But I am happy in what I do
I get frustrated with the flare ups
But work keeps me going
It gives me a sense of purpose
If I want to have a life outside work
I take holiday to ensure I can do it
So I can rest before and after
To make sure I’ll be healthy enough
To truly enjoy myself
When I’m not working I’m resting
And that is okay
It is my choice
It is my life
For now that is how it must be
Hello Fibro Blog 
Hi Bethan,
I liked this free verse poem and totally understand.
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