You never know your limits until you test them
Today I reached that limit and hit the wall
There was no chance of carrying on
My body had to rest and that was that
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I had never hit the wall until today
I have been close and stopped myself
But this time there was no going back
I had well and truly overdone it
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The shakes and hot and cold flashes kicked in first
Then I couldn’t focus my eyes or mind on anything
Then my body ached right to the bones
And then I was physically sick with exhaustion
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All of this happened in the space of an hour
That’s what shocked me the most
How quickly it all happened from bad to the worst day
And just like that I will have to rest for days
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I’m very lucky my work are so understanding
They gave me reduced duties today
As I was already in lots of pain this morning
And told me to go home whenever I wanted
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My manager is giving me tomorrow off without question
Then I’ve got a day off on Monday anyway
I appreciate that not all jobs are so supportive
And I’m lucky to have found such a wonderful team 💜