I feel let down by my illness
It knocks me down at the worst times
And completely fries my brain
Leaving me in absolute agony
It gets in the way of everything I do
Holding me back from living life
I end up in survival mode
Trying my best to return to normal
Unable to keep up with the world
Life flies past me in a blur
And as everyone else moves on
I am stuck in the same vicious cycle
I cannot think for myself
When something important happens
It makes it seem like I don’t care
When really I’m trying my best
I’m fighting this every single day
To try to seem normal and healthy
To look capable of things I used to do
That the illness tries to take away
I feel let down by my illness
Like it’s a friend betraying me
Ruining my life one day at a time
Until I have nothing left
Keep on fighting the fight! I totally relate to this. Hugs to you! 💕
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Thank you! Been a tough old day today but I’m feeling better tonight. I’m going to focus on me tomorrow 💜
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