Staring into the distance
I can’t remember what I was talking about
I can’t remember the conversation I just had
Or what I was trying to do
I’ve forgotten the meeting I was supposed to attend
Had to make an excuse when I realised
I forgot to check the list I made
That would have helped me remember
I can’t focus on the conversation between my friends
Trying to dip into it when my brain allows me to
I nod along trying to seem interested
When in reality I don’t know what they are saying
I feel life passing me by
And I’m just an observer
Merely dropping in on the world when I’m able to focus
For those few minutes or hours
I accept I’m forgetful
But this is far worse than simple forgetfulness
This is losing parts of my life
That I will never get back
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